"I hope you understand i'm hanging on to you,

Through a colors of love,

I will never fade out or stray too far from you,

I'll be the face in every moon,

Painting a smile along reminding you,

Every panic cheer infused,

We will survive,

But how do we keep our love alive,

Why does something so good feel so damn hard tonight,

When it's nobody's fault we're tired to try,

I'm gonna keep our love alive" Afrojack - Keep Our Love

so how are you? still get mad at me? just a couple hours ago we met and I already miss you. are you already sleep? oo it's okey sleep tight & sweet dreams, Dear. it's 6.00 am and I woke up from my sleep with undescribed feeling. I get sad, confused, nerveous, dissapointed, its all not about you. rasanya dadaku sesak perutku mual, I just want next to you and sharing about all the thing we had (good/bad) start everything from the beginning. bagaimana aku mempertahankan ini semua, semua hal yg kulakuin sama kamu bareng kamu untuk kamu itu usahaku buat memperbaiki semua hal yg udah buat kamu kecewa karna aku. kesabaran kamu yg luar bisa menghadapi aku ini mungkin tidak sebanding dengan usahaku memperbaiki setiap hal. cause I dont wanna leave without you. only God believes this now, how I try to escape the storms in my heart & head. setiap maaf yg aku ungkapkan bukan hanya sekedar maaf tapi diiringi dengan usahaku untuk merubahnya menjadi lebih baik untuk kamu Yan. rasa takut karna udah ngecewain kamu selalu ada difikiranku, that's my bad :( yes I really sorry. I really mean it. I love you Ryan Adiputra